AOTY 2023

The Origin of My Depression

Uboa - The Origin of My Depression
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2019 Ratings: #16
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The Needle Drop

The Origin of My Depression is one of the most harrowing offerings in experimental music this year. Profoundly disturbing and not for the faint of heart.


Jesus Christ. This is the most traumatic masterpiece since Deathconciousness.

Before I start, i'm sorry for the lack of effort i'm seemingly putting into my reviews recently. I can't help but feel like i'm not doing enough to put onto this reviews, but that may come down to me overthinking these reviews. I do that a lot, and it comes down to self-destructive tendency's. Sorry for not giving my all. Anyway, onto the review!

My god this is a dark ass record. From beautiful to downright ... read more


The discussion around mental illness has increased by an incredibly large amount over the last few years, and that has extended into artists being more open about their mental health issues, the problems and trauma they deal with, how they process and try to deal with their issues, etc. However, I can’t say that many artists have tried to make a project that makes the listener experience what it’s like to live with the artist’s mental illness and have a physical understanding ... read more


Mental illness and depression is the focus point of this project, and the driving force behind all the artistic decisions. The music also sounds good on top of it. An extremely difficult listen. People on my stream gave up and left half way because it was too much for them.

Of course me being the giga chad that I am, I didn’t shed a single tear nor show a single fear. Good project


absolutely gorgeous


It be like that sometimes


I don't know how to feel about this album, like it's amazing, but it makes me feel horrible when i'm listening to it, i don't know how to describe it.

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Added on: April 13, 2019