I first listened to this when i was 15, back then i didn't understood much other than what it is sonically. Since then there will always be a period of my life where i just repeat it endlessly. The messages in here starts to resonate and opened itself to me one by one, especially the confusion of early adulthood and finding calmness in it. In a way, this album is my "helplessness blues" if that makes sense. I will continue to age together with this album.