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this was such an amazing high listen and it changed my life for the better. i feel so incredibly complete tonight and i feel understood and loved.

in my junior year of high school, my 4th period was my dual enrollment (online community college classes for credit) hour. this was the first time that i felt completely relieved of external pressure (home life/father) while still having access to the internet. in my youth, i was very aware of the concept of a "digital footprint" and the punishing aspects of that idea later on in life, and that default state of mind caused me to clam up, piece myself apart, and bury each bit in ... read more

sometimes on my letterboxd, i'll write simple, 5-star reviews that only say "i've had a hard life" or "i cried 60 times and i don't know why," and i want to try to explain myself in a medium i'm more well-acquainted with (i have more experience with music).

in my 'move along' review, i wrote that that album wasn't very intellectually-stimulating and it was something that i munched on for a short time while i figured things out. ... read more

i saw this play at the wharton center in april 2024 and i knew absolutely nothing about it except for a little skim through the program online. this play was my final send-off into womanhood: i knew from this moment onward that i was destined to live my life for my own sake instead of bending to the will of others, which is something that i'm still learning how to do in the current year. walking into the pasant theatre and watching my former classmates perform left such a massive imprint ... read more