The past few months have been a really big mental health struggle. I often felt like I wasn't ever doing enough or, whenever I try to improve I always end up winding up at the same place. I would get into the details but it'd be way too long of a rant, plus I didn't want to burden my friends or family, and since I was avoiding social media I didn't want to post it publically. So I wrote '18' to vent out every fiber of frustration that I had at the moment. I hope ... read more