Desperation

Thanks @Arctic29 for the recommendation!

CONTENT WARNING: mentions of depression (duh) and suicide/suicidal thoughts, also my VN-writing ass went on an artsy tangent lol

An incredibly empty and hollow album, painful and pained. It feels like crying, screaming in silence as inner turmoil takes place, and it's one hell of a record in that way. It's uncomfortable on purpose, constantly lamenting on itself. The tracks drag on longer than you would want them to, but that's on ... read more

Thanks @Arctic29 for showing me your project, I feel like its hard to judge ambient super critically because it's so about atmosphere representation and I certainly feel the looming dread this is going for. Vertigo is quite ominous and feels like im squishing my brain trying to push the bad shit out.

I wanna say it gets better but hard when you feel similar a lot of the time. Really enjoyed this, keep pushing!