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1K Follower Special

Edit: This is inspired by @⋆.♱ 𝖒𝖆𝖙𝖙𝖊𝖆 ♱˚⋆ 1k follower special review, but obv reworked into my own version. Make sure you check him out, really good guy

Edit 2: I just decided to redo it. Still tho check out my guy, Matt. Best user on the site fr

Thank you guys for 1,000 followers, I would've never thought in a million years that I would've reached this milestone at all. I appreciate all of the love, support, and appreciation that you guys have shown me over these short months that I've been on this site.

I’ve met so many amazing and beautiful people here, and some have even gone past the site, and onto Discord. Even the people who I only talk to on AOTY, you mean a lot to me, and I love interacting and chatting with you. To see so many people call me their GOAT and favorite user on this site, it's heartwarming and amazing to see because I didn't realize people would view me in such a way. I've always wanted to leave an image on this site: to be THE PinkPantheress glazer and most importantly to be a positive influence on people and just spread positivity. I definitely have the first image, and I hope that I'm getting the second image across every time you see me or interact with me.

While I usually don't get to personal and rightfully so, before I had used this site I viewed myself as a loner, a nobody, and a loser at times. I was going through crazy amounts of stress and pressure of doing things with my life. I had viewed myself in a lower level and even at times considered having unthinkable and damaging thoughts. This is album is a main reason as to why I didn't act on those thoughts. It's a reason as to why I love music.

Around that time in October, I had started up this account and decided to rate and review music. You won't find my oldest reviews as I've rebranded this account multiple times. But I started this account mostly cause I was curious about it and wanted to see others people's thoughts on my favorite pieces of music. I also wanted to review and put out opinions of one of my coping mechanisms/saving graces which was and still is music.

Though to some, you might just feel like another number or follower to me. But I want to tell you that is NOT the case, I genuinely care for each of my followers. I don't care if you're my first follower or my 1000th follower. I love y'all the same, no matter what. Even the ones who I don't even talk to, I respect your opinions and genuinely want to see more reviews from you guys. To see the love and respect I've gotten from not only my followers but from people outside my circle, it's amazing and unreal. It's led to many achievements such as; multiple popular this week lists/reviews, top reviews on projects and even being the most popular user on this site multiple times. Although these accolades aren't why I use this site at all, I want to appreciate y'all for helping me being able to achieve those. I recognize that without y'all I wouldn't be able to have such achievements.

I also want to give a shout-out to my close circle of friends, I'm not gonna name names at all. But they know who they are, I want to thank you for being my friends, and accepting me for who I am. I lied, I will name one name, but it's someone who has genuinely been my closest friend on and off this site. Nox_jpeg, I genuinely enjoy having you as a friend. Everytime we have conversations or interact with each other whether on here or Discord. I genuinely enjoy myself a lot, and obviously as you can tell from my bio, that's my twin fr. I want to say thank you for not only being a part of this AOTY journey with me, but for being one of my closest friends on this site.

If you read through this entire yap session I had. I want to say thank you for taking time outta your day to read this. I know it's a lot than what I usually write and my fingers are definitely feeling the pain from rewriting everything here from scratch. But I don't care, because I genuinely mean every single word I've typed on this screen/review. I'm ecstatic and elated that I'm able to reach such a big achievement with y'all. I'm grateful as there are accounts older than mine that could only wish for a fraction of the followers that I have. I'm honored to be the next account with 1,000 followers, and I'm glad to celebrate with you guys.

I didn't talk a lot about the actual album or why I chose this album, but this album has gotten me through some rough times. It's gotten me through self doubt, depression, insecurity, and just overall life in general. I relate to its vulnerability and honesty. It taught me that I can be vulnerable without being labeled as “weak” and showed me that it's okay to not have life fully figured out and to find strength in imperfection, insecurity, and confusion. This is an album that I hold very deep to myself and my heart. My favorite songs are Normal Girl, Garden, and 20 Something. This is an album along with Blonde that I consider to have actually saved my life.

Again if you read my entire yap session, I just want to say thank you for giving me your time. I'm grateful for everyone here that followed me and I hope that you'll be here along with me to continue our journey. This is also dedicated to Juggernaut1914 and my other friends that got unfortunately banned.

I love all of you guys a million, I rewrote this entire thing because I didn't want to make it seem like I copied Matt's review. He told he didn't mind it and I could keep it up, but it just didn't feel right at all to keep it up. So I just rewrote my entire review. My fingers hurt lol, but I do want to thank you a lot for helping me reach this HUGE milestone.

- jit_0 aka #1 PINKPANTHERESS GLAZER 🩷🕊️🦋 (if only I had a subscription lmao)