I love the writing in this song. The constant switching back and forth between Mac feeling higher than life, but also so much suffering is so impactful because of the context of his struggling drug addiction, as well as his pursuit of intimacy. The back and forth between many women because he need to fill the empty hole in his heart, to despising everyone as well as himself, is so heartbreaking. This cycle is so painful he wonders if even living is a good option anymore. Mac just hopes to get ... read more