space is a concept that is as excruciatingly difficult to wrap your head around as it simply is huge. it's something that you don't really pay attention to much, whether that be deliberate because of how shitty it can make you feel like it used to do to me or just because the astronomical just doesn't really apply to our daily lives because it's not like dwelling on it is of use to you. the universe is the largest home ever, filled everything you'd ever need and want in ... read more
writer’s block is a bitch. as someone who rly likes to do this stuff both as a hobby and as a way to learn both more about myself and the world around me, writing has become one of my go to mediums to express myself in recent times cause of how universal it is and the importance of refinement in terms of what i’m talking about. noww i don’t mean that i actually read over stuff before publishing texts like my entries (which has probably become obvious if you’ve read even ... read more
i’ve gotten my hands on a couple of research papers about cybernetic and generative music that i plan to start reading soon. it’s for a couple of albums that are down the road which i’ve been looking forward to looking into since like the start of the year… throughout the past couple of entries, i’ve been trying to find ways to just make my writing better, as people often do and probably should xP and while some of the different techniques i’ve tried out ... read more
after writing and spending so much time with exai, at this point moving on to the next entry feels kinda difficult to do. the second half of the school year is something that i’ve noticed is exceedingly quicker than the first half… i haven’t thought about what makes it so – maybe because the start of sports leagues is the slowest part, or the trouble of getting used to the swing of things in school again, or maybe the change in seasons to fall and to winter slow down ... read more
i think the next month or more of my entries might be full of music that may or may not be great daily drivers depending on who you are and what you do. i’ve been getting into reading again and finding new drone and other lengthy songs full of texture that swirl, hold, and move however they want has been full of enrichment; it actually goes along really well with new developments in my life and i feel like i’m actually really getting into different types of music, like drone or ... read more
editor’s note: trying out a new rating scale (low/medium/high) and i’m not sure to put that to a 10 point scale yet so i’m just gonna do 82/85/88 for now :p
winter has always been my favorite season of the year. while i’ve never really put much thought into the initial question, seeing as i kinda relegate it to being unimportant because of it being a very drawn out process the earth goes through all year every year (maybe wrongly so), i still think my answer to it makes ... read more