BaguetteLady

I first read such a perfect piece at a bad time, as the rain came down and we waited for the taxi I read your review, it meant a lot to me, I sent it to my dear at the time and made my way to the airport. I saw such a big number next to it and saw you as some kind of celeberity, same I did with maddie, but both of you in time became my friends. Every time I managed to squeeze a conversation out of your schedule, everytime you sent a message, I was giddy, I truly enjoyes my time with you dearly, ... read more

Such a manic expression of desire and love was something I was very proud of at the time, in retrospect that review is ok but I do stand by the paragraph, it felt like a return to that first ark on this account, a pure delve into my desprate desire. Well if I WANT YOU TO KILL ME was season two’s ten skies, let this be season two’s are you ok?. Both of you meant so much to me, you still do, so I need you to know how hard it is for me to say I don’t wanna know you, I ... read more

To explain why this was so disappointing I need to talk about this whole art thing and break kayfabe, please stick with me.

Art is a way of communicating what you can't through base language, the vague emotions behind everything with unspecific meaning, the non-conceptual. What is interesting then is making art out of things that fail to express this, words are kinda the antithesis of art in this way, for them to be useful they need a set definition. Well, how do we come to the ... read more

TW// for references to fictionalised self harm, suicidal ideation, and mentions of others pushing past boundaries

Last night I went to a local(ish) school production of “The guy that didn’t like musicals” (was really good btw), then discovered that despite it only being like 8pm, the buses had stopped running so we had to walk to the metro station. I was with a mate and we got to talking about why I had to go hide during the intermission and my smoking, we talked of life, and ... read more