Superflat

this absurd, depressive radio drama connected deeply with me. it brings me back to an earlier time in my life when i was struggling with eerily similar things. i too was an emotional flatline that didnt know how to connect with other human beings or the world at large. i too was obsessed with being perceived as a visionary artistic genius and didnt see any value in my existence beyond that. and when i inevitably couldnt live up to my enormous expectations, i isolated myself, closed the window, and waited for someone to knock on my door and hand me the recognition i felt entitled to.

the way these themes are explored is so raw and uncomfortable. yes you will hear this guy beat his meat crazy style. yes you will hear all of his intrusive thoughts as he deflects his therapist's questions. its at times difficult to listen to. but its really rewarding.

luckily theres more to life.