akryl1k

i've always struggled with depression. i've never been able to really be myself around people and that really fucked with my self worth, like every time i feel like i'm enjoying my time with someone i start to question if they really like me or if they just like the "me" that i'm letting them see. it felt like my entire life i had these barriers around me that i've kept from my childhood, and nothing made me actually feel safe in this world. nothing made me feel like i belonged.

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Instrumentally this is probably one of my favorite albums of all time, every second is as creative as it gets when it comes to art pop and I really cannot give enough credit to this record for how creative it is with some of the sounds. Would be way higher but I find some of the vocals somewhat annoying especially near the middle part of the tracklist, not really the biggest fan of the voice she uses in some of the songs. Overall amazing album, the standouts are absolutely incredible.