Tw: self harm, self hatred, depression, wanting to die.
i wouldnt say i hate my life. i hate what happens to me, and what it makes me feel. i hate having to lose the people i love to things out of my control, or to careless mistakes on my own part. i hate pain, i hate getting up, i hate sleeping. i hate the night and i hate the day. everything and everyone gives me a headache i can never explain. i hate myself in many ways, probably more than i like about myself. but as much as i hate ... read more