Nobody is, as the kids say, a masterpiece. Aynywyadsuys i got here a Family update. I am giong to stp usigng this site for some time, to get my life back back on track. I so broke I can't even buy alcohol, so now I am enduring withdraws, the bullshittting of my wufe AND my new therapist. Yes im currently drunk right now on mylast bhit of lalcholc i have lerft. Thomason left home three days ago and I did not notice. I do npt cate anymore. My wife is sick with worry but I'm not. I had a ... read more
Liar. The dark is my only friend, because I can't pay the electricity bills (I left Mildew Farms as a negotiation tactic with Scott Southern). Nihilism is the only way forward for me. Deeper into the cups I will go. I will continue to drink until my liver KILLS ME! I DON'T CARE ANYMORE!
Yes I have not been to therapy yet. I was not lying when I said I would go, it is just that my medical insurance is having some issues. Will be going soon. I pray no no i dont I dont pray but i do ... read more
Deep into my cups, it seems I have come to the lowest music humanity has to offer. The worst of the worst, the darkest of the dark, the opposite of holy and godly. AND I LOVE IT! MORE! GIVE ME MOREIFDODNTCARIDONTCARE YES IMD RUNK YES IM DRINKING I DONT CARE 20 YEARS SOBER KISS ME GOODBYE I HATE MY WIFE AND MY SON MY DAUGHTER IS THE ONLY ONE WHO HASNT EVER HURT ME I HOPE ASH ISDOIGWELL IHOPE PUT THIS MUSIC ON I HAVENT TAKEN CARE OF THE SHEEP IN 20 DAYS ONE OF THEM PASSED ONTO THE NOTHINGNESS ... read more
You're right Kendrick, I will go get therapy immediately. For myself and for my family. Thank you. You started this music journey of mine, and you will save it as well. Thank you Kendrick, you are my savior now. Wait no I'm not supposed to say that. YOU'RE NOT MY SAVIOR! But close enough. (I hope I didn't trigger you or anything by calling you that.) Keep on healing, Kenny!
I played this for Thomason as I punished him (hitting him with a belt, as punishment for slapping his mother.) And as I did it, I began to cry. When did it become all so horrible? So hopeless? All hope IS gone, I think. I pray every night even after throwing my bible away, but all I receive is silence. Dirty Dan came over earlier and told me a bit about this thing called Nightlisten or something, it's basically a philanthropshy about having no hope and thinking life is meaningless. I think ... read more