It's February 7th 2026, around 4 o'clock in the morning. I'm a dumb 17 year old with issues laying down in bed with my phone in my hand, scrolling through my liked videos on youtube from years ago, just trying to elicit some kind of an emotional reaction out of myself, because I was experiencing an ever so crushing sense of emptiness and emotional withdrawal. I even managed to dig up a video from an old little discord server I was part of in 2020. Got to hear the voice of 12 year ... read more